darlingsweet

Need new job. So I've started hunting for one. I've forgotten how stressful it is and how much I hate finding references, And since I've only ever had the filing job that I'm currently at, how very pathetic my job history looks. I don't even have college as an excuse since I've only been able to afford 4 classes since high school. And just, argh.*shakes fist at the job gods*

Hell, well, I live in hope. The glorious hope of getting paid more and escaping scanning in a windowless room.

*applies more*

McDonald's was supposed to call me by now if I got the job, so I guess I don't have a job. Dammit. Still. What did I expect really? I mean the only job experience I've got is babysitting and who wants to take a chance when there are all of these way more qualified people who are out of work? It probably went to one of them.  Bah. It would have been really freaking nice if they'd taken me on so I could get those classes I wanted next semester. *sigh*  At the rate this job hunt is going I'm beginning to think I should just set up a nanny service and be done with it. I've got the experience and I'm certified for CPR and first-aid... It could work. I think I need to put some thought into this.. And possibly start going to my old church so I can get some more contacts. Because I'm certainly not going back for the religion. Way too much green jello delivered to my door. Well, I'll have to do some research. Or there's that bank teller position that I heard about. Might be something there.

( knitting and NanNoWriMo )

So I've got a good lead at the local sweet shop which sounds like it'll be perfect if I get it. They need someone from noon to five and I'm pretty sure the manager likes me. Always Knew that me lovely wit and dubious charm would serve me well one day. May also help that I'm good at dealing with screaming kids, which, being a sweet shop they seem to get a lot of. This can only be good for my chances.

There's also the possibility of a lead at Subway, but I really like Sweet Treats better as far as my options go. I mean, who doesn't love chocolate? *shrugs* Really, though, I'm kinda getting to the point that I'll take whoever will hire me. I'll take what I can get because I'm just so bored waiting for my next class to start up. Which reminds me, I need to call and ask what book the prof wants me to get so I can try and find it cheap somewhere... Though considering it's an anatomy class that's probably not too likely.

Also have been looking into Zen and Tao which are very interesting. I kinda don't want to give the books I took out on them back to the library. *sigh* Will just have to put them on my to buy list along with all those other things I'm planning on doing once I have money again. I'm also thinking of picking up tarot just because it looks interesting. Hm. We'll see.

Also have been attempting to read the Bible for the first time despite having claimed to believe in it for the majority of my life. It. doesn't. make. sense. Seriously. Why that hell did God not take Cain's offering but accepted Abel's? I mean, it's not like he said anything about veggies not being worthy sacrifices that I could see. I mean, I know my church attaches significant symbolic type stuff to this concerning Jesus being the sacrificial lamb and such for our sins and that Abel's offering is supposed to signify this, but it was the beginning of the world. I kinda doubt that there was precedence for this yet, ya know? Bah, this is what I get for expecting things to make sense. Still, the creation of the Earth bit was pretty darn cool, I'll give it that.